that css tutorial looking incredibly good right about now. this website sucks but my brain is bouncing between thinking about this, not doing work im anxious about, and doing chores to keep my body busy..
im finally home now and its been a few days. decided during the last week of school that i really didn't wanna do my spring semester at that school as im transferring fall semester anyways and its been making me incredibly unhappy between unfulfilling classes and issues with my roommate, so i dropped out/withdrew :) (of course after asking my mom and thinking over it for a few days). It's been a really really busy week or two since I started this site to say the least. I moved everything in my room around the second i go back it looks so much better and have been busy with drawing, playing games, seeing family, getting gifts, and practicing pokemon tcg for a league challenge at my local store im going to tomorrow! Also finished reading 'Z.A.T.O. I Love the World and Everything in it' yesterday, it was sososo goooodd dude oml im not much of a visual novel person but this had me hooked for the 2 days I was on it for. Super compelling characters and story, its very short and free! play it if you can its on steam and itch.io.
and i already drew a little fan art :)
happy holidays and happy new year!
its been a minute since ive updated this at all, on my do nothing at all arc right now and have been playing a shit ton of nubbys number factory and minecraft again. Christmas was good and it being a new year feels weird. kinda reconnecting with my longtime online friends that i couldn't talk too much during school and have just been avoiding responsibilities like a makeup english assignment and a school application that's due next month. If my friend had his mc server on id go grab a picture of the castle ive been working on but alas it's off. the castle is just a weird version of lichtenstein castle if youre that curious about me
hi, i've been drawing a bit (viewable on my tumblr) and for some reason have been playing a lot of random ass arcade games (which a couple of are up on backloggd i gotta actually writing reviews again :/) anyways with everything happening in the world/america and a somewhat close family member death shits been weird. its hard feeling like anything matters or your personal aspirations should be attended too when immigrants are getting disappeared and everyones getting put on watchlists for even thinking about resisting (as per the recent ken klippenstein leak thing).
recently i realized that ive never currated a drawn persona of myself to post online. it might be a trans thing where im just hesitant to be forthcoming about who i am due to set expectations and biases, but i just find it kinda weird. i dont draw versions of myself to speak through or anything, though ive drawn myself cuddling with characters before once or twice. maybe i see my drawn persona as something to keep private and close to my chest? i should try to be more proud of myself and open, i dont wanna be so closed off all the time its kinda depressing and lonely. my closest friendships are starting to feel a bit hollow and pointless, each day kinda repeats, nothing changes expect the outside world folding in upon itself. i should really push myself to get that fucking job.
ill keep this here it feels wrong to move it or delete it. and if you read this, thanks?